I've always wondered if I should confess.
But I don't want to ruin our friendship, I get this feeling he'd avoid me if I ever did i t.
I'd say V-day is the perfect day to confess, but it wouldn't change the fact that I did it.
I wish I had a little brother old enough to type and play pranks on his big sister's MSN. Then I could play it off and stuff....
/sighs
ehh, it's not the end of the world if he never finds out.
hopefully i'll have moved on to someone else before the school year ends, or at least stop liking him.
i get this feeling it'll be hard to do because we're always hanging out with each other.

I fucking hate you. No, seriously, I really do fucking hate you. I hope you get AIDS/Genital Warts/Herpes/Syphillis/HPV/Gonorrhea/Everyother painful STD out there from fucking too many women. You fucking pedeofile who eyes women who are barely legal. You fucking son of a bitch. I swear to God, I thought I could handle anything you threw at me. Who knew you'd attack my chances of getting into college. Who knew... I bet you had no idea how sensitive of an issue that was for me. I bet you felt so fucking proud for making me break down like this. You think just b ecause you're a man you get to control me? Just because you're my father you get to break me down like this? Threaten me? I bet you had no idea if you even laid one finger on me I would've reported to CPS to send your fucking ass to jail.
Fuck you.
I don't consider you my father anymore. Porn is every man's addiction. I can keep quiet about that. But dating sites? While you're married? And you think you have the right to get mad at me? Morally, you don't have the right to get mad at me. What? Did I hurt your pride by snitching on you? You're disgusting. Telling me to go about my business boldly and that I should have nothing to hide because it's not suspicious? Fuck, you're such a fucking hypocrit. I can't go through YOUR personal files? Then learn to fucking hide it. Bookmarking it is like broadcasting your lusts through a microphone. You fucking tard.
You said you care about me? You love me? You're such a bullshitter. I can't believe I honestly thought you'd get over it by the end of the night. I can't believe you were ranting about it afterwards. You. are. such. a. fucking. lonely. loser. You sounded so high and mighty after getting your point across. Just because you're a man? Just because you have a louder voice? Just because you're stronger?
I hate men like you.

You know, I would email this to you. But your English isn't good enough to understand half of it considering your broken grammar in your letters to those so called beautiful gold digging bitches overseas. Or maybe I should attach babelfish to the email. But hey, I doubt you'd even read it because you don't actually care. You only care about yourself. You selfish bastard. It's all about you, you, you. Everyone else is just an accessory to you.
Think you'll ever get an I love you out of me ever again?
Keep dreamin'.

Latin as a language course. Yes, it's a bitch to learn. But it's definitely not hard to comprehend, it's just pure memorization as well as utilizing your knowledge of grammar terms. (And it's got gender, conjugations, and t hat other thing that I forgot...you have to change the noun's ending to suit the role of it...[ex subj/direct obj/etc])
BUT.
BUT.
BUT.
Medical terminology AND medical abbreviations often use latin terms (and greek). It's also a dead language, so native speakers (ehem, spanish class >.>) don't have an advantage (ignoring the fact that spanish is derived from latin) so they do have a slight advantage, I guess. But yeah.. :D Taking latin as an elective would really help in learning abbreviations and medterms.



Example?
Ante cena = before meals (but you can use spanish here too...so...)
etc = et cetera
Et = and
Cetera = others

./horrible at explaining